Artemis' Haven

 Matagal tagal na bago pa ako nakapagsulat ng blog na ito..   at madami dami na ding nangyari sa mga nakaraang araw; maraming challenges (typical) pero nasososlusyunan naman. Pero ito yung taon na talagang totoong sinubok ako ng panahon... Ito yung taon na gusto ko nang sumuko sa buhay ko, gusto ko nang tumigil ng pag aaral dahil ayoko na. Kasi ang hirap, pakiramdam ko araw araw akong pinapatay. At malakas ang paninindigan ko na magquit na sa buhay ko. Pero tuwing naiisip ko yung mga panahon na, graduating na ako; nakasuot na ako ng black na toga, naka-ayos dahil pictorial na ng graduation, hindi ba't ang sarap sa pakiramdam? Pero bakit naman ganto Lord. Bakit naman kailangan, mangyari pa sa akin ito ngayon. Eto yung taon ng downfall ng buhay ko... wala akong malapitan, masandalan at mahingan ng tulong para ilabas yung bigat ng dibdib ko... Dahil halos lahat sila may kanya kanyang buhay na. Dito ko narealize ang totoong hamon ng buhay; yung hamon pala sa akin noon habang nasa ...

 This may not be a present 2022 dramas but made my heart happy and sad. 👋 1. Let me be your knight Modern park-shin hye and jang geun suek waaahhh!! Yes, its a romcom!! U know, dont really like heavy dramas hahahh unless scarlet heart ryeo ✊️🥺✊️.  This drama became by kilig pill because of their chemistry waahh, davwesst ! Will bet my money in the bank, this is not popular as other kdramas but made me smile and laugh whenever i watch this drama.  Kilig: ❤❤❤❤❤ Life lessons: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Popularity; ⭐️⭐️⭐️ 2. Bad and Crazy  Have you already watched squid game? Ahuh, but wi ha-joon portray a different role here! Half of the episode and i only watched myself laughing at every scene they made hahahaha!! If you're into genre that talks about psychological thriller, this drama is for u !! Dont want to spoil you anymore !! 😁😁👍 Life lesson: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Popularity: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ 3. The Ghost Doctor Are you a fan of the original full house? Remember rain? Yesss!! He's back! And th...

           I realized my worth after hurting myself. I didn't know my worth actually... after hurting myself and God made me realize how I am settling for less. I realized that the one who hurted me is myself. I let people treat me like that.      This was the most painful realization I've ever felt. LEtting myself be treated like that. Even myself, can't believe that I would be able to say that I am already finished with my current relationship. I came to the point where I don't want to be treated like someone, just someone. I always beg for attention and time, not knowing that I should not be doing that. Because those things should be given without asking for it.     It's not easy to leave the person, but I also love myself. And I should give to myself the things I deserve. I am not sorry for doing the hardest decision; I did it because I love myself, I want to fix myself, I want to receive the love I deserve. I did it because aft...

" Let's stop crying over the 'should have been', move on... your blessings are melting." New chapter begins; it's not easy as there are a lot of things, people who I have left.     I left them because it's necessary, it's for my growth; This is the only time I became selfish for myself. I felt bad for making this kind of decision but I know, I need to learn how to stand on my own two feet; I too know to myself that there are a lot of things I need to fix (my behavior and attitude towards someone whom I dearly love (before)), my principles, my career, my relationship with God and myself.          When I realized that I am compromising my worth, I stop manipulating myself to believe that it's okay to settle for less, because the truth is... its not okay; definitely. I realize my worth after enduring the same cycle.  after leaving the past behind me, I have soooooo many realizations that if I write it on a single piece of paper, it would not be enoug...

  1. Racket Boys Characters :  -  Kim Sang-Kyung -  Tang Joon-Sang -  Son Sang-Yeon -  Choi Hyun-Wook -  Kim Kang-Hoon Episodes : 16 Running Time : Mon and Tue           If you already watch 'move to heaven' then you could also like this one. You may not see what the truth behind this goo drama but it may touch your heart. This drama depicts different kinds of story, wherein you will see how much you are blessed as a person and the problems you are facing are smaller than other people's problem, I must say that when you see and heard other people's problem you will come to the point of realization where you will see that your problem is not that serious and there are other people who have bigger problems than yours.      I am not saying that you should not take seriously when it comes to your small problems, but you see. If you will be more open minded, you will come to the point where you should be grateful...

 1. Move To Heaven Episodes: 10 (Completed)     This is a story about a child who was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome and unexpectedly need to live with his uncle. Move To Heaven is a drama series where they take care of the belongings of the dead people and try to solve the riddle that was left by their client.          You will find yourself crying every episode because this series will not just melt your heart but will give you a blast of words of wisdom, painful truths and how will you face them despite of everything. It will inspire you to look more outside of the box and will teach you how important is to be compassionate to other people. 2. 30 but 17 Episodes: 32 (Completed)          Are you a fan of Shin Hye Sun? Mr. Queen? Well, this drama is one of the underrated-not-popular drama I've know. What's fun about this drama is you will laugh up until the end of the episode, but besides of the comedic scene, a lot o...

~ ctto: https://pin.it/40hZPik  "Humble - Patience - Understanding"          What could be these 3 words mean for today's blog? Have you become impatient? or do you easily feel irritated? Maybe because we've been too exhausted from the past months? years? due to pandemic or any other personal reason of yours?     hey, it's okay. Don't be too hard on yourself. Be grateful. Yes, BE GRATEFUL because you've seen who you truly are when you're upset, irritated, or impatient. There is one thing I always remember whenever these things happen in my life. In reality, when we are moody we usually blame ourselves, hence we focus too much on the pain and resentments. But remember when I told you how Mama Mary handles her life in pain. Despite of her pain, she never forgets to thank God. Then what's the lesson of it?     Be like Mama Mary, always be grateful for whatever is happening to your life even it involves pain, sadness, fear, guilt, or re...

  ~ctto: https://pin.it/5pqZrvo    Yesterday was a day of blast of regrets. I almost lost up my track because my mind is full of distractions, pain, and regrets. One thing I learned in reading my bible is to have self-control ; it could be in how you handle your decisions? how you make your day but most importantly is how you handle your 'thoughts' . When your mind is full of distractions, unnecessary thoughts your day will be in chaos. You can't focus on the things you are doing, you can't finish the task you are supposed to finish, you can't breathe freely and you just can't enjoy the blessings God has given you. But I am here to share what I've learned ; Test your Thought s - test if your thoughts are 'true, right, pure, lovely & worthy of praise' because all of these things are from the Scriptures I've read. Test them if they give you peace and honesty and if not, set them aside and surrender it to God. Capture your Thoughts - this was ...

~ ctto: https://pin.it/2GZG7kO     One of the painful thing that I experienced in my life is to live in regrets. Every night, you will experience the never-ending pain of regrets asking yourself why... why did you fail in everything,     when will the pain end, when will you be able to smile again... Time will come that you thought you will be okay... but as day goes by, you realized you're not because the pain will still be there, it stings... and you're hopeless to get the strength you needed for the day. There will also be days where you're just there, barely breathing and grasping the little strength you've made. Wondering when will it end.     They say, healing takes time. But when you're on that spot, it's difficult to stay calm and be okay.  Your reality may be painful, but know that God is always there with us. We may feel that we are alone, but God is still working on your progress. Trust is one of the hardest thing to build, bu...

           I am thinking of those people who's always been there at my side, through my darkest and brightest days... you don't know how thankful I am to you, I am truly grateful for you being there, helping me, to be my backbone at the moment... I always overlook my blessings, but now I want to take this opportunity to Thank You (and you know who you are), know that even we fight sometimes or get mad at each other because of our mood swings please always remember that I am so grateful to meet you. I am sorry if sometimes, I am not there with you or you know how stubborn I am hehe ~ and especially when I forgot to tell you I am thankful for always making time for me.     You even see my darkest attitudes/sides but you're still there, you never get tired of me, of my rants, my never ending repetitive problems (lol). You even know that I am a crybaby and you never judge me for that, you even accompanied me whenever I cry or when I am sad. ...

                     A day that I realized that I was living in the past that's why I overlooked the blessings that are given to me during those times and now is the time that is full of regrets, thoughts of me saying " I should have been grateful, I should have been more appreciative, I should have been more respectful " I waste those times and now I am regretting...  " Don't do things that you'll regret, REGRET is the most painful thing in life " -Vincenzo          If I will be ask what are the things that I regret the most? It's my attitude. I was impatient, easy to anger and has lack of self-love, until I realized someone has withdrawn to me and that person became distant. I always live with a pain in my heart because of that regret, it's not easy to live like that because anytime you can cry and it feels like there is a ticking bomb inside my heart. This lesson was really a challengi...

  ~ ctto: https://www.lifegate.com/women-travel-alone          There is one time in our life that when we realize, we were the one who should be blamed. Yes, it is painful... it is hard to accept that we fail as his/her partner. Acceptance is the first and hardest step you will ever make, and to a more challenging situations. Many of us may overlooked all of the good things your partner will do if he/she the one has done the wrong thing in the past. And it is the big lesson that has ever thought me, a lesson that literally change me and my life. It was painful to realize that you never saw the effort he/she has done because your heart is full of pain and unhealed wounds. Note: Please be aware of your actions towards your partner because you may overlook the efforts they are putting to make it up to you. 1. Being Entitled          I was at first happy to see that someone is making it up to me. But I didn't realize that my e...

      It was this times that I felt like the pain I am feeling will never leave me alone.... the pain is sickening.... It was hard... and it is.... The fear I am feeling because I see myself in the black hole again... figuring out how will I overcome this kind of situation where you are alone... being left alone because of all the mistakes you have done... Asking if you really deserve to be in pain alone? Asking if those mistakes was the reason why you are suffering right now...     Sometimes, I feel the guilt of making mistakes I've done... but at the same time, acknowledging your flaws and imperfections, I know hidden within myself a hope is waiting... A hope that I can smile again, can forgive someone and myself for all the mistakes and all those things you've been through were just wasted with just a simple words of "it's better if we stay friends, take care of yourself" BUT          Your life has just started. Not bec...

 Have you ever wondered what does it feel to be the only child of your family? Many will be jealous of your situation and some will say "buti ka pa, walang kapatid.". But  the truth is, it is really hard to be on your own and realizing that you have no one else to lean on.       You only have yourself, you are the only one who is capable to help yourself and you already know that a big responsibility is waving at you at the end of your college graduation. The pressure around you and the responsibilities that are waving around you makes you feel like you're already dead. I can say, that kind of person can be weak at some point and can ruin their mental health. But the truth is, the problems that an only child will face may sometimes be unbearable, hard and lonely. Imagine having nothing with you or having no one around you while having a hard time?     I really admire those people with no siblings. Because the energy they create is nothing but...

 1. Eulachacha Waikiki 1       (from the original waikiki cast, mas prefer ko itong season 1 :D )   2. Eulachacha Waikiki 2 ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐       (syempre, kung oppa mo si han ji pyeong ng sandbox, I prefer you watch this ^_^ as in makikita niyo yung kadugsong ng pagka-comedic ni ji pyeong sa start up~ ^_^ ) 3. Midnight Runners (movie) ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐    ( this was the movie I watched while I was in the plane pauwi sa Pilipinas, but the thing here is every scene walang scene na hindi ka matatawa, legit yung acting skills ni PSJ. But what I love about this movie is about the hindi lang siya nakakatawa, but may lesson din about the reality of police officers) 4. Divine Fury (movie)     (this is another PSJ movie, hindi siya comedy but more on may pagka thriller. If your heart is weak, wag mo siya panuodin hahah. Pero I am so amazed at their graphics. Kakaibang taste sa mga nakasanayan kong korean movies na puro comedy. More on myste...