Artemis' Haven

  ~ctto: https://pin.it/5pqZrvo    Yesterday was a day of blast of regrets. I almost lost up my track because my mind is full of distractions, pain, and regrets. One thing I learned in reading my bible is to have self-control ; it could be in how you handle your decisions? how you make your day but most importantly is how you handle your 'thoughts' . When your mind is full of distractions, unnecessary thoughts your day will be in chaos. You can't focus on the things you are doing, you can't finish the task you are supposed to finish, you can't breathe freely and you just can't enjoy the blessings God has given you. But I am here to share what I've learned ; Test your Thought s - test if your thoughts are 'true, right, pure, lovely & worthy of praise' because all of these things are from the Scriptures I've read. Test them if they give you peace and honesty and if not, set them aside and surrender it to God. Capture your Thoughts - this was

~ ctto: https://pin.it/2GZG7kO     One of the painful thing that I experienced in my life is to live in regrets. Every night, you will experience the never-ending pain of regrets asking yourself why... why did you fail in everything,     when will the pain end, when will you be able to smile again... Time will come that you thought you will be okay... but as day goes by, you realized you're not because the pain will still be there, it stings... and you're hopeless to get the strength you needed for the day. There will also be days where you're just there, barely breathing and grasping the little strength you've made. Wondering when will it end.     They say, healing takes time. But when you're on that spot, it's difficult to stay calm and be okay.  Your reality may be painful, but know that God is always there with us. We may feel that we are alone, but God is still working on your progress. Trust is one of the hardest thing to build, but when it comes to Him, y

           I am thinking of those people who's always been there at my side, through my darkest and brightest days... you don't know how thankful I am to you, I am truly grateful for you being there, helping me, to be my backbone at the moment... I always overlook my blessings, but now I want to take this opportunity to Thank You (and you know who you are), know that even we fight sometimes or get mad at each other because of our mood swings please always remember that I am so grateful to meet you. I am sorry if sometimes, I am not there with you or you know how stubborn I am hehe ~ and especially when I forgot to tell you I am thankful for always making time for me.     You even see my darkest attitudes/sides but you're still there, you never get tired of me, of my rants, my never ending repetitive problems (lol). You even know that I am a crybaby and you never judge me for that, you even accompanied me whenever I cry or when I am sad. I always pray to God that our relatio

                     A day that I realized that I was living in the past that's why I overlooked the blessings that are given to me during those times and now is the time that is full of regrets, thoughts of me saying " I should have been grateful, I should have been more appreciative, I should have been more respectful " I waste those times and now I am regretting...  " Don't do things that you'll regret, REGRET is the most painful thing in life " -Vincenzo          If I will be ask what are the things that I regret the most? It's my attitude. I was impatient, easy to anger and has lack of self-love, until I realized someone has withdrawn to me and that person became distant. I always live with a pain in my heart because of that regret, it's not easy to live like that because anytime you can cry and it feels like there is a ticking bomb inside my heart. This lesson was really a challenging one for me, it's not easy to make it up to yourself.