Artemis' Haven

  ~ ctto: https://www.lifegate.com/women-travel-alone          There is one time in our life that when we realize, we were the one who should be blamed. Yes, it is painful... it is hard to accept that we fail as his/her partner. Acceptance is the first and hardest step you will ever make, and to a more challenging situations. Many of us may overlooked all of the good things your partner will do if he/she the one has done the wrong thing in the past. And it is the big lesson that has ever thought me, a lesson that literally change me and my life. It was painful to realize that you never saw the effort he/she has done because your heart is full of pain and unhealed wounds. Note: Please be aware of your actions towards your partner because you may overlook the efforts they are putting to make it up to you. 1. Being Entitled          I was at first happy to see that someone is making it up to me. But I didn't realize that my ego and selfishness is eventually consuming me. I thought tha

      It was this times that I felt like the pain I am feeling will never leave me alone.... the pain is sickening.... It was hard... and it is.... The fear I am feeling because I see myself in the black hole again... figuring out how will I overcome this kind of situation where you are alone... being left alone because of all the mistakes you have done... Asking if you really deserve to be in pain alone? Asking if those mistakes was the reason why you are suffering right now...     Sometimes, I feel the guilt of making mistakes I've done... but at the same time, acknowledging your flaws and imperfections, I know hidden within myself a hope is waiting... A hope that I can smile again, can forgive someone and myself for all the mistakes and all those things you've been through were just wasted with just a simple words of "it's better if we stay friends, take care of yourself" BUT          Your life has just started. Not because of a heartbreak, you will stop smilin

 Have you ever wondered what does it feel to be the only child of your family? Many will be jealous of your situation and some will say "buti ka pa, walang kapatid.". But  the truth is, it is really hard to be on your own and realizing that you have no one else to lean on.       You only have yourself, you are the only one who is capable to help yourself and you already know that a big responsibility is waving at you at the end of your college graduation. The pressure around you and the responsibilities that are waving around you makes you feel like you're already dead. I can say, that kind of person can be weak at some point and can ruin their mental health. But the truth is, the problems that an only child will face may sometimes be unbearable, hard and lonely. Imagine having nothing with you or having no one around you while having a hard time?     I really admire those people with no siblings. Because the energy they create is nothing but came from their own courage,